what a fool am I

After wasting a large amount of money, I realized that if I wanted a 'quiet' place to live and retire to, I had to do it when I did.
The joke was on me. Of all the things this town is for me, a peaceful place to retire is not the one. After all the bs I have gone through with this town and my sewer [and its not over yet] I have to add a water heater to the mix. with a crack that spews out water when hot water is used, I now have no hot water.
I wish I knew what the proper next step should be. With no faith in support from the town, I must decide whether to continue the fight here or simply walk away from it all and go back to renting. It has been a lesson of three years duration and its not over yet.
The big question, 'what do I do now'.